in order to find myself

trust myself.

don't be perplexed by others.

don't worry about them.

what can you do for me? nothing.

just keep going.

keep on fighting.

don't be afraid.

croak frogs. absorb my cry.

Be strong.

Be grand.

Be a top of the artist, the best one.

THE BEST ONE!

I dont need anything.

so, what did i decide?

JUST BE THE BEST ONE.

so 

I can't find the reason why i'm tormented with such a tiny tiny tiny problem.

is it hurting?

of course not.

i don't have a hangover.

never.

i'm serious.

Trust myself.

that's the way to find myself.